Creating Reality FROM WITHIN: As Within, So Without (My Story)

hi my name is Joseph Alai welcome to my channel and today I want to talk about who you really are and the power inside of you today is a special day because it is my birthday June 27th 1989 and in that today is my birthday I want to talk about a little bit of my past and what led me up to this point now and in doing that I hope to kind of share who you are the power that's inside of you what that power is capable of and kind of some of the cool things that I've encountered in my life so but before we start at the like button so that other people can see this video hit the subscribe button if you want very broken down systematic techniques on how to manifest with the power and side of you anything that you want hit the bell icon just to stay in form so jumping into it then the question is who are we who are you now back in some time between 2011 and 2012 I had a very profound set of experiences happen to me set of events that unfolded in my life now that's a very interesting time in my life because it's when I first got into spirituality as when I was younger probably from the age of five years old to 10 or 11 I was in I attended a Catholic school in South River New Jersey and during that time I never was I mean I just took what was told to me and just kind of accepted it didn't question anything because there was no need to however I never had any deep longing or understanding or application of any of the things that I had laid found out would be the most powerful thing that I could ever know in my entire life I remember when I was young really um one of my first memories was my mother telling me that there was a God in the sky that created everything but I had no idea at that time that this god that she spoke of and that most individuals speak of that don't really know that that God is your very self now later on in life I'd encountered a lot of different things I had a pretty okay childhood up and down has its own problems but later as I turned towards adulthood I started to encounter a lot of problems in my personal life there was the divorce of my family my mother and father I had gone through like my first love and had my heart broken and all that stuff together coupled with anxiety and not knowing how to deal with emotions at that age had led me to turn to things that would make me feel better being that I did not know how to manage on my own how to feel better and really what I needed all along what I think was just knowing who I truly was the understanding that I had was that there is possibly some dude named God in the sky who if but if he apparently loved me unless I did something wrong then I would probably go to hell or something like that and that maybe sometimes if I prayed in an interesting way with my hands crossed this exact way is what I was taught and if I recited certain prayers that were written down and maybe this God would come through and maybe give me something or or help other people and I was also told that to pray for myself things of that nature that's what I was taught being brought up in a Roman Catholic school and having a Roman Catholic family in central New Jersey now but basically what happened was there came that time in my life when I had gone through that pain that I needed something more than I personally thought that I was capable of I mean being powerless in the world is absolutely horrifying there's nothing more unbearable than being trapped and having no way out and maybe you can relate to that the the pain and the pressure that boils up needs some sort of release but if there's no way to control and manage the external world then it's really just trying to figure that out with no end in sight and so as I got into drinking and trying to alleviate pain that way that led to a whole nother set of problems and once I had sought treatment for that I was told that I should get into spirituality which I had left behind after I left Catholic school into fifth grade and that I just needed to learn how to deal with my own emotions so once that happened that was sometime in 2011 I was I think now again I'm not a hundred percent clear on this but I think I was twenty-one years old at the time and so after the treatment I had there's a buddy that I knew from back in back in high school and back middle school and his brother was was into into God right into God and I knew this is when I was younger I had gone with them once to a place that they called fellowship to me it was just different than I knew because all I knew was the Roman Catholic Church right but in this particular place that I had gone what they believed was that God was present that God was within you that prayers could be heard and answered now that miracles could be performed they did interesting things like spoken tongues and so being that my goal at that point was to get back into spirituality and being that in the past I knew a little bit about God I had begun to to go with him to fellowship and started to get into Scripture but in the way that he explained which was way different than mainstream now what I would probably consider it was somewhat of a cult it was very obscure talking about the mystical learning things about the Bible that I had never heard anywhere else and that most people would call blasphemy but nevertheless I had started to get a taste of miracles now the way that I was taught there is not what I would consider now to be a hundred percent accurate and in fact it was not very accurate but nevertheless I was introduced to the power that is within us where if it was according to God's Word I could manifest through prayer so nevertheless at that period the reason I'm getting into this is because I'm going to describe what I think of as an actual birthday but as I got into the Bible and I was realizing that there was a lot more than meets the eye there was this feel and I would sit at home and kind of try to decipher the Bible in a way that was more towards the mystical more towards knowing now that this power was available to me which is also available to you and this feeling of extreme excitement and power and belief and hope and understanding was kind of radiating through my body at this time for probably what I would say there was a very short period but it was something that I had never experienced before and I've never experienced since but it was a quantifiable actual feeling that was radiating now around that time I started getting this interesting thought in the back of my mind that something big was going to happen right but specifically the thought was something big is going to happen in the middle of the night now why did that thought come over me I have no idea it was what I considered to be my own thought it wasn't an inn it wasn't a thought from somewhere else it wasn't like some what I would have thought at the time would be like a revelation or something like that but nevertheless it was a consistent and almost obsessive thought that kind of was present with me all day every day and into the night now it only lasted for a few days but I remember one night I had was sleeping on the couch at my house it was in South River New Jersey this house is now demolished but nevertheless I was there sleeping on the couch and I woke up suddenly in the middle of night and as I woke up in my mind I said to myself unprompted in the name of Jesus Christ why did I say that I don't know no clue but as I said that something extremely I guess you could say powerful miraculous something I'd never experienced before happened the moment that the T at the end of Christ's and the name of Jesus Christ finished there was a thunderbolt boom that that sound radiated but from inward it wasn't a feeling like the sound there was the actual physiological response of a thunder so a lightning bolt that's what it felt like and that's what it sounded like inside the depths of my skull boom inside and right here there was as it was as if it was being electrified like something struck it and this is this isn't you know metaphorical this is not me trying to say like what I was thinking it was an actual physiological response to the words that I said in my inner speech which were in the name of Jesus Christ as that Thunderbolt struck inside the depths of my skull in the front inside my skull on my brain is where it literally struck there was that was electrified so to speak and then there was electricity pulsating in and around my entire brain now again there was no actual physical reality of Thunderbolt striking from somewhere in the external world it was literally coming from within so I had the name of Jesus Christ I had a lightning bolt strike the center of my brain in the front a thunder sound boom that probably lasted for 10 seconds the radiation right of the electricity pulsated for about 30 seconds and as and then all of it eventually faded and this was probably the last to stop being electrified and all I did at that moment was I was in complete shock I was in complete awe there was a lot of implications to come from this afterward but nevertheless I remember getting up off of the couch walking outside on the front I walked down the front steps down the sidewalk and just kind of stared into the sky I'm waiting for something to happen maybe it's what I was thinking and like a bird to fly on my finger or something crazy but here's the thing at that moment I did not know 100% what happened but I just knew that in response to that name something happened internally and I had asked multiple people that I went to that fellowship with a couple of people or I told them what happened and asked them they didn't really know and they basically told me to keep it a secret after that I kept it a secret in me because most people that I've told were just thought that it was just a dream I was wide awake so years had gone by and I was searching for this I was searching for what this meant I looked through scripture I asked certain people I looked on the internet for any similar things nevertheless I came up short but I had also at a time broken away from that fellowship right I knew that what I had experienced was way more or different than what they were explaining to me and my experiences in this world kept occurring which were in contrast or contradiction to anything that I had experienced so the baseline of my belief system the experiences that I've had right now generally what how I live and I think this is how most people go is they hear something and then they just go with it generally and then compare their experiences I'm sorry committee I compared their experiences to what they've been taught but for me I knew that that was no longer possible I knew that there was some entity whether it was a person whether it was an energy that went by the name of Jesus Christ that existed within me and that anything contrary just could not be true but at that point also I was getting deep into mysticism or manifestation or law of attraction and so I have been testing and experiencing different manifestations through invoking prayer as it was taught to me and then later I realized it was just the imagination that creates everything in this external world nevertheless the the days went on week's went on months went on one of the most profound and crucial things that I was taught while I was in that fellowship was to simply write down all the experiences that I had so on a rainy day if I doubted the existence of a power within me that could create then I can always reflect back on my experiences and prove to myself through my own words which I trust most of the time most of the time that there is that power that I do have access to that power that I can leave that power and come back to that power if I need to and so as the years went on ultimately I think it took something like seven years for me to finally understand or come across through a deep desire within me what had actually happened to me and Neville Goddard's works you know I told you the exact experience and then upon stumbling upon neville goddard works he refers to a situation or an event that happened in his his life that was strikingly similar to the thing that i had just explained to you and he talks about striking his mind but he talks about how the skull right it struck me in the place of the skull that behind-the-scenes or that actual Greek word is the go is called Golgotha which means the place of the skull and that is where Jesus is buried or was buried or crucified rather and being that he was crucified there and then later on in nevels teachings he talks about I mean it's in this in Scripture clear as day there's the verse the kingdom of God is within you or do you not realize that Jesus Christ is in you and unless of course you fail to meet the test and the test is proving to yourself through the use of your imagination that that power of God is within you now it's all over the scripture all over scripture that explains that your innermost self is God and God as man is Jesus Christ right God and Jesus Christ he says I and my father is one but my father is greater than I and then Jesus Christ is in you buried in the place of the skull and so I tell you all that to say this that the birthday for me was that day back in 2011 or 2012 and from that point forward there was nothing that could deter me from seeking this truth that I was and we're finding the truth that I was seeking and ultimately stumbling upon this truth I was able to finally hone in on this power and get whatever it is that I wanted to get and so in Scripture there's a formula right there's systematic methods to manifest anything you want now to those people who are like okay well this didn't happen to me or okay like what are you talking about or I don't believe this or that's not what I believe in the way that I interpret and read scripture is very similar to the way that neville goddard does which is a manual to manifest and an explanation that we are all God and that God is within us and that by drawing upon the power of our imagination we can successfully manifest on the screen of space anything that we bring forward anything that we imagine anything that dwells within our consciousness because the consciousness of man is God as it says in Exodus 3 I mentioned this every time so with that said how or why am i bringing this up because we all it's not just me who had this experience that has that power right neville goddard has an explanation right the Thunder strikes the temple splits it's Jesus Christ revealing him right it says something to the effect of in this it's kind of like a a mystery verse in Scripture but it says as the lightning strikes from east to west so shall the coming of the Son of man be so in other words that were to Eternity translated from Hebrew means eternity so as the lightning strikes from eternity that is the Son of Man in other words or Jesus Christ and so that means that Jesus Christ is our human imagination and from that therefore we have the power of that right there's a verse I don't want to butcher it but summarize is that all the things that Jesus Christ did we can do and more and that is the the truth right when you pray believe you have already received it and you shall pray is imagining believe is imagining the end so when you imagine imagine a end and it will come forth into this world so that is how I came to start to the not even start to believe that experience happened me and my entire life was to figure out what it meant it took seven years or so for me to stumble upon the truth of the secrets behind Scripture and that it's not necessarily in my humble opinion talking about literal actual events in some cases but rather this this journey with which God dwells within our mind seeking expression through means and by means of our imagination so my experience over the last decade has been whatever I imagine with intensity whatever I fill my mind with whatever I imagine deliberately will be pushed out in this world right with God all things are possible right so with your imagination when you imagine selecting an image of your desire whatever you want you can push forth into this world I am NOT special I am NOT unique I've been talking to thousands and thousands of people who have also received the same results that I have now why did I have that experience I'm not 100 percent short perhaps it's just simply for me to share it with you on this video now write a testimony a witness to the truth that we really do have the Creator within us we are our depth of our being our I am is the Creator so with that said it does not matter what you want because with your imagination all things are possible without it nothing that has ever been made was not made I'm sorry let me rephrase that anything that is made was was brought forth through the imagination and without the imagination nothing was made that's another scripture summarized so whatever you want just make a mental picture following that verse that when you imagine the end right when you imagine in the end and you will receive that thing so whatever it is you want what do you want wealth health love more spiritual power more proof of the divine you want romance whatever you want just bring that clear picture into your mind's eye as if you are now already receiving it in first person point of view looking through your own eyes what would you be saying and wearing who would you be talking to what would the setting be what would your personality be like if you had that how would you feel emotionally take that scene and bring it into a condensed picture a condensed movie and think from that motion picture in your imagination and there is nothing that can stop you from getting that there's nothing that can stop you from getting that and so with that said I also want to say I will I want to be one of the things requests that I received the most is firm merch right so I have basically some some shirts made up but I'm just interested in who would be interested in these because I want to make sure that I'm not just doing this for nothing I want to make sure what size is people wear and how many people would actually want so if you can comment that below for me and what you think also about this power that's within you and what you're capable of doing that'd be awesome also so to wrap it up definitely put this all to the test invoke your imagination think from the end result and in a way that you cannot consciously conceive you will reach that and it will be brought to you so thank you for hearing me out I know that was long-winded but nevertheless that's a deep part of my being thank you for being a part of that with me hit the like button the subscribe button for more broken down manifestation techniques bell icon don't forget to comment and stay tuned for more thank you